I'm too tired to blog but..

Hey bitches! Oh god, I just said that.

 Anyways, I'm back to being my young, chic and socialest. I'm staying downtown at the Marriot on bloor with my (fake) twin liz. (Yeah, the one I met on the interent with the same birthday). 

 This is good because I have a meeting on Bloor tomorrow early so thankfully I wont have to wake up thirty hours earlier. I'm exausted. I honestly didn't have that long of day but I went to the Eatons center.  I bought the hottest Guess bikini for way to much money. Kill me... Kinda broke for new years. CRAPPP. Oh well, anyways I also got and addidas sweater. I've wanted one for like ever and I'm glad I got around to one. I NEED JEANS THOUGH. CRAP. IT'S TERRIBLE AND I'M BROKE. SOMEONE PLEASE PAY ME TO BLOG OR SOMETHING?! 

 I also got an increably hot shade of lipstick and for a good price! I finally caught on to the winter trend of dark red lips I've been dying to do. Sephora actually has sales on, sadly I don't like Sephora sales as that means there dropping the lines. I hot Vincent Longo Gel X lipstick in Rush. It's hot and for half price its amazing!

Anyways, I'll post hot bikini pictures with me and liz when I get home LOL.

Oh new years, I'm scared for you.

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Maybe I'm not so crazy

LOOK
IF PRADA'S DOING NAIL BLING CLEARLY I'M ON TO SOMETHING!!

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New years nails

Kerry and I have been discussing what we want our nails to look like for New Years. I tried making a pair tonight. It took me like three hours!! What do you guys think?
Pictures do not do them justice. Espically since my camera keeps sucking and will never focus on them or take a picture. It takes me twenty minuets everyime i try to take pictures of my nails . Whats up with that?!

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cell phone bling

My maddness has extended to blinging out my cell phone!It didnt turn out the best and this picture makes it look worse. I wish I did a crazier design. I'm still stuck wondering if i should try a harder gem design on the back or if i should add a bunch of crap like 3d bows and stuff to my phone. It's pretty tacky but oh so tempting. What do you guys think I should do?!

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Okay soo,
I know I suck at blogging buttt I'm trying my best here. I have to record in the morning and SOMEBODY is piss drunk right now and I want to go bash there head in. Anyways, my nail obession has hit badly. Kerry and I got our nails done together at Pacific Mall last week (an Asian mall in Ontario) for $55 cdn. Mine turned out pretty cute but I regret not doing something I wouldn't have been able to do myself (yet!). Sadly, Kerry's nails all fell off really fast and mine didn't last too long either. We got them done at the most adoreable nail shop ever though and the girls there were so sweet!

The gems were defiantly swavorski gems which cost way to much. I loved having nails that sparkled like crazy. The one thing that kinda sucked was they were really short. I asked for short thumb nails though because I NEED TO BE ABEL TO TEXT!

Then when they turned a bit crappier I started adding stuff on to them.
I've gone mad with nail designs.

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L'oreal Beauty Tubes

I've been meaning to blog about this mascara FOREVER now! Anyways, I must inform you all of the greatness that is L'Oreal's new Double Extension Beauty Tubes mascara. The tube technology is something that is starting to gain poplularity in the mascara industry. The mascara coats your lashes, surrounding them like a tube. This enhances the size and length, giving off an effect similar to faux lashes. Which every girl would love to have. L'Oreal has stepped up the mascara tube technology by adding a white base coat which gives an overall more dramatic, lasting and curling effect. I love the results as I really don't have the best eyelashes. This mascara is deffinatly the closest I have gotten to full, natural lashes. Another awsome bonus is this mascara rubs off with hot water, so theres no need to drag makeup remover all over with you. It doesn't smudge easily though, so you deffinatly don't have to worry about getting "panda" eyes. The black side of the mascara is very sheer and takes a few coats to cover the white base on your eyelashes but in the end it leaves you with amazing results. The mascara's curling and lengthing power last for hours beating out any of the other mascaras I've recently tried.

L'Oreal's Double Extension Beauty Tubes mascara retails for about $14.95 and can be purchased at any drugstore.

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Oh christmas, I fear you. I can't beleive its Christmas eve tomorrow. I know I've totally been sucking when it comes to blogging and I totally apoligize! I have my huge anthro project I have to do and I didn't even bring my textbook home. I'm screwed.
Anyways, I'm feeling terrible for Charlotte right now. She was told today she might have to get braces. They told her she would have an excuse not to smile unless she was a cheerleader or something. Of course she is so she just ended up fighting with them. Hang in there Char, I was suppossed to get them too!!

Then theres also the fact that the world is crazy. Check out this facebook message I got from some chick at my school.

I'm crazy
msg title: I know you despise me but..

but I just wanted to clear the air between us, I can't stand hostility.
so I'm sorry for whatever I did to you, with Michael I suppose. I'm really not a mean person and I apologize if I hurt your feelings.

kbye.

Moi:

this is so akward but i dont hate you at all!
i dont even know who you are!!
but i dont hate you!!!
why did you think i do?

I'm insane:

through dirty looks, and I heard you wanted to beat me up..?

Moii:

dirty looks?
babe i really dont know who you are im sorry!
i dont mean to give dirty looks
i just hear i do lol!
and no i totally dont want to beat you up
i dont want to beat anyone up!

I'm insane:

okay well.. whatever then.

Moii

...sorry?

I'm crazy:

I'm just trying to be nice mang, and you're just totally blowing me off?
whatevaaa.

Moi

what are you talking about...?




Honestly, what on earth. Just what on earth. See why I hardly deal with high school girls when I can avoid it? LOL!!

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Bodyline order

I'm totally back to being myself (aka crazy white girl who loves asain stuff). To celeberate this, I used all the money I've made in the last few months to order some lolita clothes from bodyline. I orded a white button up shirt, a lolita dress and as a joke a pink japanesen school girl-ish dress. I also got a headband and thigh highs. I love them!! I'm not so crazy about the school girl dress but I LOVE the lolita dress. I've been wearing the bow that came with it everywhere. It kept falling off while i was attempting to back hand spring at cheerleading last night. I'm pretty pissed that the button up shirt I ordered (it was normal looking clothes) was kinda big but the arms were to small and i like cant get mine through! SO ANNOYING! I can't even think of a way to fix it through sewing which sucks. Anyways, I'm deffinatly going to order more. Probly tonight knowing me. I'm obessed with the buy it now option on ebay too. I ordered a set of nail gems which came to like $5.00 canadian with shipping!! If i bought them here it would be like $20.00. So excuse me while I got online shop in class!! P.S I'll post more pics as I get them!

The dress I love in it's adoreable packaging.



All the stuff I orded. The bill came in that adoreable folder!!

A quick shot of me trying my dress on <3

People say bodyline's stuff can be really bad quality but honestly, I think its pretty good!

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Japanese nail art

Okay so, I'm going to attempt to show you guys a glimpse of the world that is Japanese Nail art. In Japan crazy fake nails are a HUGE thing and alot of the singers like Koda Kumi are always sporting CRAZY long fake nails. Sure, a lot of them make me want to cry becasue there so tacky but some of them are just too cute to resist. Here's some pictures of how cute they can be and some of my favourites.

Way to cute. I'm honestly like dying looking at these. I wonder if the dangly nail charms get on your nerves though? I totally want to try them.



I think these were handmade by a girl who like the style too. I Love them though. There so me!



I lovee these. Ther sooo princessy I'm dying.

The work that goes into these nails are amazing. They can get pretty expensive too but a pair avarages around 20$ if you get them online. My friend Kerry got them done at Pacific Mall an asain mall near us one time and her deisgns were so complicated it ended up costing here around $100. It's deffinatly alot more money getting them done at a salon.

Here's a link to a ebay store where I found alot of the cute nails.
Yukiumi Store

Also, if you look around kogal communites (the type of style the girls in Japan that usually wear thyere nails are) you can find alot of magazine pictures or downloads with how to do nails like this yourself. Tell me what you guys think of them!

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SO! I was talking to my friend Amanda aka Miku who I kinda lost touch with today. She lives in Michigan and was part of "the chibis". My group of 5 friends who live all over the U.S and have been talking since we've been in grade 6. I love these girls, they have honestly inflenced my live so much for living so far away. Sadly I've only met one of them in real life so far (the girl i refer to as my twin, Liz). But hopefully that will all change soon.

Anyways, me and amanda were talking about japanese styles which I seem to be going back to the way I was with the, obsessed and amanda randomly told me this

Miku says:
this chick i know Vanessa is like "omg Keely valentine is so awesome" she said that to me the other day and i was like LOL OMG KEELY IS FAMOUS

Keely Valentine <3 himegyaru love. it is imposible to type with fake nails on my cell! says:
LMFAO

Keely Valentine <3 himegyaru love. it is imposible to type with fake nails on my cell! says:
DID SHE KNOW U KNEW ME

Miku says:
Nope XD!

Keely Valentine <3 himegyaru love. it is imposible to type with fake nails on my cell! says:
WHAT U HAVE TO BE KIDDING

Miku says:
NO JOKE LOL

Stuff like this seems to be happening a lot and it makes me wonder, do people actusally know who I am out there and I just haven't really "caught on" as a internet fame person or do alot of werid coencidences keep happening..
Hm..
Anyways, Amanada has an extensive amount of knoledge on J-fashion so I really want her to guest blog!! Wish me luck on that one!

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Amazing 15% off everything in Rexell store coupon

download 15% off coupon here

As much as I hate to admit it, even I'M feeling the effects of this "ressession" and no, I can't even spell the word. Not that I care, I would like it out of my vocabulary as soon as possible please!
Anyways, from time to time I find myself scouring the web for coupons and deals. It scares me to admit that I really have that much time on my hands some days but oh well! Every once and while I come across some good useful ones. One of my latest good finds has been a 15 percent off coupon for Rexal and Phama Plus.

I know it might not seem that important at the first thought BUT, fifteen percent off can really help! It's harder to find coupons for pharmacy's then you think. So yeah, I wouldn't mind 15 percent off Advil and medicines for all the colds I've been getting. Not to mention I could save a lot of money on contacts ( which I seem to be going through like crazy lately.) I only wear one contact though because I'm crazy. Just thought I would mention that!

Or you can use this opportunity to buy some hair dye and shampoo, conditioner and styling products. Lately I've been so tempted to try something new. Hopefully some of you are a lot braver then myself and will! Not to mention I'm sure tons of you are getting some of your friends and family cosmetics for Christmas so why not use a coupon? Or you could just be like me and buy tons of cosmetics because "you feel its absolutely necessary" at the time. On the bright side though, at least you can get 15 percent off from December 15-19.

I hope this post has opened your eyes to the magical world of Drug Store therapy that I so heavily rely on. So please, try my form of relaxation out and get your gift shopping done!

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Video Blog ahaha

Yes, I know I fail. I'll try not to tourture you guys with video blogs too much, don't worry!
I bet my nails willl all fall off in an hour. I'll be lucky if they stay on that much!

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I didn't go to school today. Instead I slept for 20 more hours (making four days in a row of sleeping!) and let the doctor feel me up to which he said "OMG YOUR LOOSING WEIGHT". Actually, I'm not! Maybe I really am getting muscles though? Oh my! Anyways, Marie's actually joining topflight! She's picking me and Charlotte up right now so I feel like I must address this issue.

Dear Marie,
you know i love you but were now like hafe an our late to cheer practise becuase YOU WANTED TO LOOK PRETTY?! DUDE. ITS CHEER PRACTISE. WE ARE SUPPOSESED TO LOOK LIKE CRAP! ITS DRESS CODE!
Not to mention you've made us miss four go trains. Girl I'm the Queen of late and your surpassing me.
We have a problem.

Thank is all, thank you.

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i miss my cobras

I Must apologize, my lief has gone crazy. I haven't addressed this much on my blog but I have MAJORRR energy issues. Major. I've been missing about two days of school lately and its horrible. Between that I have so much school work to do because courses are ending soon. Mix that in with cheerleading and trying to see a bunch of people and work on music and well, I really have no time left.

Friday I went downtown and saw Kelsey and Miguel, my two friends from Bateman. Miguel moved and now lives in a condo downtown. Everything changes doesn't it? Somethings don't though. Sarah called me drunk at the movies Saturday night to explain the latest drama in her life.
Sunday I had a nice expensive dinner with my friends from my cheerleading team last year. Stepha, Dee and Julia and myself are the self entitled cheer-jects. We were the oddest of the cliques on our team last year but deffinatly had the most fun. We all hadn't gotten together since last year and I was thrilled to see them. Dee can drive now so she picked us all up in our heels ahah! We were loud and drove the restruant crazy but had a blast. You would not beleive the drama in the cheerleading world.. or maybe you would. One thing I noticed was, I saw such different sides of some of them since it was really the only time we all hung out outside of cheer. I still love them to death but it was interesting. I felt like a real girl last night! It was so crazy


From left to right: Stepha, i forget!, Julia, Moi, Angela, Dee

Yes, I look terrifying with a spray tan and yes, I cried wanting to be on Cobras again.
I've learned no matter where I cheer I think I'll always be a Cobra at heart

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Urgh, what is wrong with my generation? Last night I caved into my American Apperal needs and bought a pink glittery tube dress and a red wine skirt. Then I happened to wander into La Senza where the Pussycat Dolls line pursuaded me to purchase $60 worth of a bra and underwear set that I should not be seen dancing around in. I bought the yellow ones. I did't really like the outfit Nicole was wearing until I saw it on her. Now I kinda want it, Oh no. Please, put us all in theropy becuase I know I'm not the only one my age buying it! Then I wandered into Aldo, where I realized I had lost all my killer earrings. Of course I bought a majorly blinged out pair. I also brought myself to buy lace gloves with bows and diamonds. Why would I buy that? Simply because I'm the only person who would or could somewhat get away with them! I'm heading downtown tonight which should be interesting becuase I haven't been in what seems like ages. I miss my city. Hopefully I'll have time to get down to some serious blogging this weekend though! (So sorry guys)
I managed to also injure my knee pretty bad which with my arm has now put the right side of my body out of mobility! Fun!

Also, Should I do world fair this year? It's basically my schools version of a talent show. I'm really debating that.. I wish I could have done battle of the bands which is today but a. no one goes and b. I have no band in school! God, its events like this that make me miss my old school SO much! Actusally, its just any school event that does!

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I want blue too!

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Who else thinks i need pink hair?

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Today, I have a math test. I am screwed.
Laurel wants to make a comment
((If Keely studied.
She wouldn't be screwed.
That's all.
Wait no--
She must love you guys 'cause all she does is type on her blog.
And NOT STUDY.
Bye. (: ))
No, I'm terrible at math and I don't have time to study.. I need to finish my yearbook test ... and my arm hurts... yeah...
I am deffinatly too tired to cheer tongiht, last night almost killed me. I am just exasuted.

Oh and apperntly my grandpa has a blog, seriously WTF.

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Death Note 2

As you all know, I once was a huge anime freak. So of course I'm excited that Death Note 2 is being released in theaters tomorrow. Don't miss out on your chance to see this movie in theaters as its only playing for one day! I watched the first version myself about a year ago. Check out the trailer for yourself here Death Note 2

What I remeber from Death Note is, it's a movie you just have to see for yourself. You don't have to have watched the anime or read the manga to understand the movie. It's totally entertaining and who doesn't want to take a look into the world of Japanese Films?

In the second movie, Light Yagami joins the investigation team who are trying to track down the serial killer known as "Kira" Light Yagami continues to find out L's real name in hopes of using his Death Note to kill him. One of the movies new twists is the 'Eyes of Death" which given to the second Kira, allows him to know the true identity and lifespan of any person. For more drama, a second group of new murders conntected to the Death Note occur all over the world. Everyone is in a race to ensure their name won't be written in the Death Note.

I'm excited to see Misa as shes totally my favourite and the cutest charater ever! I cosplayed as her before becuase I can totally pull off the anime version off her.

I love this picture. The actress playing Misa is so cute. Its enough to make me want to see the movie.
But yeah, I'm excited. I miss my old anime dork days and if you can't tell from the music in my playlist on the side, I'm huge on Japanese pop culture.

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amazing.

Heres what comes up when you search backgrounds Keely would like on google...

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hilary duff's new video

Me and Hilary Duff are tight, well atleast in my world!
In grade 7 -8 we had the same haircut and EVERYBODY thought we looked alike.
Her movies raise your voice and a Cinderella story feel like stories of my life. Her last album also got me through a funny "high profile" break-up of mine.

HER NEW VIDEO IS SO HOT. This song could be huge if she gets the right promotion! Obviously though, she hasn't yet as I hadn't even heard of it! PEREZ, THIS IS YOUR JOB TO TELL US ABOUT IT!
Anyways, I'm filling in for the Queen of all media by telling you to go watch this HOT, SEXY VIDEO!
but honestly, It feels like I'm watching myself.. the hair and makeup. There so me!!

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If I was a flight attendant in the 60's i would look like ...

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As you know, I royally suck.
I totally don't have a uniform picture yet but hopefully I'll get one tonight.
Last night at top flight we tried creating a pyramid. They were going to let me top but sadly one of the bases wanted to top and i ended up being thrown onto my face (i punched myself in the lip while biting it. Not fun!) So now I have huge Jay-Z lips on like one side and it looks like I'm wearing lip liner when really its the spot I bit. FUN! God my sholders are in PAIN.

Detention turned out to not be so bad, I got my Anthro work done that I doubt I would have done otherwise. Sadly, my HUGEEEE unit test is on Thursday. I DO NOT KNOW A DAMN THING ON THIS UNIT. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT UNIT WERE ON! phycology or something?>! IDK. OH, AND I HAVE A HUGE DAMN ESSAY I HAVE TO WRITE AND IF YOU REMEBER THE HELL I WENT THROUGH FOR THE LAST ONE YOU WILL KNOW HOW SCREWED I AM.

Anyways, the dreaded cheerleading coaches are coming back tonight for school cheerleading and I'm terrified. I'm really glad I get to cheer with Charlotte all the time though, we've become really good friends from it and she's as insane as I am. I promise I'll try and post tonight!!

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We finally got our cheerleading uniforms!!
but i also managed to get my first ever detention (I HATE LIFE).
I'll deffinatly tell you what happened and hopefully post a uniform picture later!!
WISH ME LUCK TO GETTING THROUGH TODAY PLEASE.

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THE WORLD IS ENDING

Warning: The contents of this post are so epic that some may not be able to handle reading it.

So, I was in math class yesterday and Bree (my friend who I sit beside and often mention) turn to me while the supply teacher is telling the class to shut up and says "I made out with you boyfriend" of course I go "what?!" and the teacher tells us to shut up again. Being the shit disturber I am, I responded with "I would miss but Bree just told me she made out with my boyfriend so I kind of want to know what happened!" *insert class going OHHHHHHH here please*

To be honest, I didn't really feel much. I just kinda rolled my eyes and sat in a place where I could see the board. Bree made some phone calls and came back like crying and I really didn't say much.

Then I got a letter from the "coach" we were supposed to have for cheerleading and bailed on us because apparently "she doesn't like me and I suck at everything"and it said that she's coming back and I get to do nothing.
Yay.
I also failed my comp-tech class test with a 21%. Surprinsingly that was way better then most people got!
But after the letter I broke down and cried in the washroom for hafe an hour at school like the loser I am. *sigh*

I knew I had along night ahead of me however. I got home to phone calls of "OMG HES IN MISSISSAUGA AND HE'S GOING TO YOUR HOUSE" and let me get this straight, NO ONE COMES TO MY GRANDPARENTS HOUSE OR NEAR IT.
THANK YOU.
urgh. Then I answered the door expecting to punch him out but it was Diana wanting her shirt back. I basically begged her to stay for awhile because I could not be alone. I ended up dying her hair blonde on the bottom (and it looked good!) and I dyed mine platinum and cut bangs. Quite a bold move.
I look ALOT like Jenny from Gossip Girl but people LOVEE IT. Never have I gotten so many compliments on my hair and I did it myself! I think from now on, I'm going to start experimenting more with it!
After making sure crazy boy was home, I fell asleep. Only to wake up too a bouquet of roses on my frount door with a note.
Urgh.
My grandma is currently looking for a way to take out a restraining order on him beucase she thinks hes going to shoot me and that he's crazy possesive. Maybe shes right!
I also received another flower at lunch that he gave to Bree. I'm pretty pissed he drove here a 3:30 to be insane and go see Bree though. I know I should be beyond pissed at both of them but honestly, I'm to exausted to even fight.

I am a saint, I am....I must try to be atleast.

To prove that Hell is freezing over, I GOT A 87% ON MY MATH TEST.
W
T
F.
The highest I've ever gotten in math was 74% on a test and even then I cried of happiness. The world is in shock right now. Thankfully though, I got it on the day of parent teacher interviews! YAY! So my math one wasn't that bad!

and another reason were going to die is, IN CHEERLEADING WE WERE AMAZING TODAY. We managed to get up to lib and I hit all my stretches! I swear I didn't know these girls! It was the most amazing, acomplished feeling ever man.
I love flying, its just
my life.
PLEASE TOPFLIGHT LET ME FLY.

AND GUESS WHICH HOT AS HELL MYSPACE STAR WHO I LISTEN TO EVERYDAY AND USED TO KNOW BACK WHEN "THE SCENE" STARTED OUT SENT ME A "OMG I MISS YOU, YOU DID SO WELL FOR YOURSELF BE MINE!" MESSAGE!

and incase that post wasn't enough to kill you heres me as a house wife

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your HOT and your COLD
your YES then your NO
your IN and you OUT
you UP and your DOWN
your WRONG when its RIGHT
your BLACK when its WHITE
we FIGHT we MAKEUP
we KISS we BREAKUP.

switching schools.
thank you.

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Daily update

I am exuasted, nothing new. I'm also sitting in yearbook getting nothing done ( a guilt which is starting to haunt me). Me and Laurel and looking through Post Secrets, a book of postcardspeople sent in with their darkest secrets. Its amazing and pretty depressing. Cheerleading is scaring the crap out of me (like two weeks before comp and we have NO routine or stunting abilities... ouch?) Also, can we even enter a comp without a coach?
Kill me.
But on a high note, TWILIGHT ON FRIDAY OMG.
and then our school tumbling clinic with a (real!) coach on Saturday ( thank the lord... i hope)
So yes,
I'm cheering 6 days a week this week
but I'm not sick of it
I just wnana get shit done!

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Go green.

becuase my shirt says so!

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Links to help you survive the week.

Funny

Justin Timberlake in a body suit and hells dancing with Beyonce. A MUST watch.
Click.

The best/worst attempt I've ever seen at trying to get out of paying a bill. It involves time machines and trying to pay in the form of a spider drawing. You just have to see this to beleive it.
Click.

Fashion

Kira Plastinina's Online Us store (The Famous Teen Designer)
Click.

I want to rock this dress really bad and have no clue why.
Click.

Oh Dear

Lip Syncing is now illegal in China after the Olympic disaster. Looks like Britney won't be able to make a comeback there!
Click.

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Daily Entertainment

Maru the Cat is one of youtube's latest obessions. Hailing from Japan, this youtube channel features the adventures of Maru, a rather odd cat who has a special talent for diving into cardboard boxes and putting bags over its head.



Click here to check out the rest of Maru's qurikiness on the youtube channel.

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Okay, so I offically fail at life.
I really don't know why I never manage to friggen get around to blogging anymore but!!
News...
Dave is an idiot, why? becusue hes dave. Don't get me wrong, I love him and all but he's still an idiot!
So... being us we were wrestling like maniacs and he managaed to sprain my arm. Argh. I'm terrified for cheer! I better be able to. I managed to spend my mothers birthday in the doctors office and got xrays! Xrays which they gave me on a cd!
Take a look at my arm...

Man..I'm an idiot.

I ended up getting my mom a coach purse for her birthday becuase all she ever does is complain about how she has nothing nice anymore. Now she can't!!
My phone is back in repair again (I HATE YOU BELL). I also bought a blue tooth I managed to loose the next day. Well I might go, sketchy boys to deal with and friends who have gone mental.
((And homework I didn't do!))
OH, AND GET THIS. FIRST PERIOD (the class I blog in all the time yearbook and never go too) I'M GETTING A 90% IN. WHAT THE CRAP? I HAVEN'T GOT A 90% LIKE.. EVER.
and obviously I'm at risk of failing math.
But duh.

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Bio-Oil

My skins pretty dry and unfortunately every moisturizer on the market makes me break out. The only two things I've discovered that can somewhat help are Nars foundation primer ( It doesn't make me break out any more then usual.. I think at least and it takes away red) and oddly enough bio-oil.

Bio-oil is supposed to heal scars and stretch marks, help uneven skin tones while moisturizing dehydrated skin but I think it really benefit people with acne. Since I've been using it my skins been softer and I haven't been breaking out. This is pretty suprising since its an oil, I thought it would be make my skin greasy and more break out prone. 

Anyways, for around $12.00 the price is really good. Although I'm not so sure about how well it heals scars (it takes along time to work) I've heard nothing but good things so far.

Are you guys willing to try it out? Tell me in the comments!!

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Yesterday was the first time my schools cheerleading team actually cheered for something. Luckily, it was only somewhat of an epic fail. Footballs over, and I'm pretty sad we missed the oppertunity to cheer for the team totally. Oh well, we cheered for the girls basket ball team who were ruder to us then the other school! Fun times. We got out of class to put on a bunch of glitter and scream though, so I'm not complaning.

Seriously though, I had to cheer from 1- 9 last night. 

I hurt.

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I'd update you with whats going on but to be honest its just the same old cheerleading drama.

My phone also decided to break again, I think I'm going to have to scrape up $400 for a new one (donations anybody?)

Anyways, I decided to use a lace photoshop brush and make one of my photos a bit cooler.

I know, It sucks.

I am exasuted and phoneless. *Sigh*

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To help you get through the week.

This one describes my year in grade 5. dont ask. I would like to dedicate it to alexa.

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CATCH UP!

I have to start out by saying, I'm sorry. I feel terribly guilty! Beleive me, I love blogging and I get quite cranky when I don't find the time to do it. Anyways, I'll try and sum up the emotional turmoil of the last two weeks in this post. (I'm doing this during the announcements!)

Halloween- Went all ages clubbing at playdium. Brutallllll. It was fun hanging with marie, dave, niel and bree though. I had no idea Bree was going to be there. The only five teenagers who took part in dancing besides myself, displayed such vulgar acts myself and the DJ are scarred for life.

Saturday- I went downtown looking like a Barbie. Bought some cute boots and a chic shirt, went out for dinner and then hung out with my friend.

Sunday- Dead.

Monday- Pretty dead still. Pa day.

Tuesday- Dead, didn't go to school.

Wednesday- Stress, lots of stress. Niel started out with his "MISS I'M BLACK I CAN'T DO MATH" speech with the substitue teacher. It ended up with a OBAMA ISN'T BLACK conversation that ended quite unwell, the best part was probly the
"WE HAVE A BLACK PRESIDENT NOW, ANYTHINGS POSSIBLE"
"Dude.. we don't have a president" conversation

Today: OH GOOD LORD, CHEERLEADING HELL BEGINS!

On some side notes, I found the love of my life in my favourite dress store downtown for $600. I'm offically dying attempting to get caught up in school. Math has killed me, nothing new. I STILL need to join Topflight. I'm having issues accepting my Sunday's will be stolen at such an inconvenient time (I mean come on, I wake up at like 4 on Sundays.)

I promise I'll try harder to post! I still have halloween pics and videos!

WHAT WERE YOU GUYS FOR HALLOWEEN?

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Daily Amusement

Check out this crazy, skanky sixteen year old (and her insane family) who's father shelled out tons of money he didn't have for the trashtastic union of love. The most fascinating part is defiantly her hooker-bling massive wedding dress and the attire everybody at the wedding choose to wear. (Nine year olds in bikini tops? EW?)

Check it out

Then heres one of the best things my mother has ever told me through msn, (Niko is my dog)

I should be a cheer mom. says:
I just showed Niko a big picture of himself on the computer and he looked at it , gotr scared and walked away

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Yet again, I must apologize for not having much time to write. I'm trying to solve the issues I clearly have with myself that I take out in a form of "OMG I THINK I LOVE THIS ASSHOLE BUT I REALLY DONT". Besides that, I'm cheer leading like 3 hours a day at least. Me and a few girls from the school sqaud are joining Top Flight All stars (a new cheerleading squad that just started up). That should be fun but it means ill be cheering every day of the week but fridays and sundays. Chances are I will have a mental breakdown and quit but oh well.

I'm really trying to focus on the postive things in my life, like the unusally great people. I owe Scott the worlds biggest hug, the fact he made a cheer mix for my squad is beyond amazing (and saved me $500). Theres also the fact hes great moral support so I really owe him! I'm also trying to patch things up with everyone I kinda just dissapeared from (due to sleeping my life away, urgh.)

I really don't know whats going to come out of all this to be honest, I'm just going to work hard on cheer for the time being and then after our first competion I'm going to stop and figure out what I'm going to do next musically and where I can fit time in. That is of course, if I survive. My arms, legs, butt and thighs are hardly moving right now. At this rate I'm honestly going to have the hottest body ever!

Oh god, I'm taking on way to much arent I?

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and you were all right.
he offically broke me.
broken.
spirt
gone.
help.

EDIT
LMFFFFFFFFAAAAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
*msn convo with mom*


Keely> Urgh, you guys were all right. sometimes your distraction can't distract you. says:
i just lost like 560 pounds

Keely> Urgh, you guys were all right. sometimes your distraction can't distract you. says:
and

Keely> Urgh, you guys were all right. sometimes your distraction can't distract you. says:
boys

Keely> Urgh, you guys were all right. sometimes your distraction can't distract you. says:
need to be extinct

I should be a cheer mom. says:
not Cody again

Keely> Urgh, you guys were all right. sometimes your distraction can't distract you. says:
kill me please

I should be a cheer mom. says:
delete him from everything

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Just another example of an idiot I liked when i was deperessed.

male (12:44:57 AM): yo
PrincessxAddict (12:45:11 AM): oh wow i havent talked to you in months
male (12:45:27 AM): yeh i know how u be girl
PrincessxAddict (12:45:34 AM): lmao okay hbu
male (12:45:43 AM): im ok allmost time!!!!
PrincessxAddict (12:45:51 AM): almost time for what
male (12:45:58 AM): the baby!!!
PrincessxAddict (12:46:03 AM): your having another baby
male (12:46:06 AM): yeh!
PrincessxAddict (12:46:13 AM): im soryr are you retarded?
male (12:46:17 AM): yah
male (12:46:19 AM): no
PrincessxAddict (12:46:55 AM): uh huh
male (12:47:00 AM): why
PrincessxAddict (12:47:46 AM): ohh man lmao
male (12:47:59 AM): dont hate
PrincessxAddict (12:48:13 AM): lmfao kay g-unit
male (12:48:32 AM): you still mad about the past?
PrincessxAddict (12:48:39 AM): not at all
male (12:48:55 AM): ok good cause that was ages ago

Good Lord.
Congradulations on getting two chicks knocked up at the age of eighteen! By the time hes 45 our popluation may be compareable to China!

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Sorry I've been avoiding posting lately, the truth is though I've been avoiding life all together. About two weeks ago I started having problems with my friends that have just gotten to be too much. There just not there for me anymore, even the simplest things like going out somewhere and doing something fun or sending me a file seems to hard for all them. I love them to death but it feels like I'm worth nothing to them. It hurts even more becuase I honestly though that, for once I was actsually safe and could get through anything. Now I cant even get out of bed.

To make matters worse, I have that twilight worthy situation to deal with where I can come up with no conclusions. The only feeling I'm aware of is hurt and I guess shock that things will not change with a certain person. This is the worst feeling ever.

Honestly though, I've thought about it a lot and I think it really may be time for me to just completly move on again.. Find another school and figure out a new life without making the mistakes I made here. When I first moved here it was so good though, thoes first couple of months with the boyfriend I had and I always had plans. Its just so good when people don't know who you are or who you knew. I guess they just have a better way of caring about you then?

I really just don't know how to deal with life right now. My over sleeping problems are coming back terrible and I have absoultly no energy at all. I need some love right now. I just really, really do. Then again, I always seem to push away any guy who does so that is exactly why I need friends right now!

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Blabble

Relgious readers of this blog will know my love for this certain facebook application. Blabble is a really addictive facebook application where you can add speech bubbles on yourself and friends (check my other post on it here). I've been pretty slow on the posts lately and decided to blabble some more pictures becuase it is just too much fun!

(Totally spelt deadly wrong. Urgh.)

Sorry the pictures saved pretty odd. Anyways, I could blabble for hours. Maybe I love it so much becuase I have a lot of fun making fun of myself? Anyways I hope you do too!!

Click here to add the Blabble facebook application.
Blabble

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Zack and Miri Make a Porno

Zack and Miri Make a Porno is a bold movie title to say the least, its even been shortened in commercials on some networks who think the title is just too offensive. The director and writer of the movie, Kevin Smith may have made this shocking flick at just the right time though. With star Seth Rogan, it's guaranteed to have some laughs and who better to pull this script off with? The film also features Elizabeth Banks, Jason Mewes, Craig Robinson, Traci Lords, and Kenny Holtz (Kenny vs Spenny). Check out the trailer for yourself Zack and Miri Make a Porno. The story for this movie looks awsome, two life long friends who are living together find themselves flat out broke. As a joke Miri ( Elizabeth Banks) sugests they are at a point where they are so poor they should have sex with people for money. Zack ( Seth Rogan) comes up with the idea that they should make a porno. Of course he doesn't think about how making the film would affect his life long realationship! D-R-A-M-A! Anyways, I'm really excited to see the movie! Make sure you check it out, its in theaters october 31. What do you guys think, do you think the title will turn alot of people away or do you think with a star like Seth Rogan this movie can be pulled off.

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Harajuku lovers fragrances

I’m sure some of you are aware of my love for Gwen Stefani. She basically raised me through her music and she is essentially everything I aspire to be. I love her fashions lines and am guilty of snatching up anything she puts her name on because its always terribly cute. When I heard she was launching a Harajuku Lovers Fragrance line I was thrilled! Even more thrilled however to find out I would be chosen to try them out for you guys! Here's my thoughts on the scents!

Here is the kit of goodies I was thrilled to recieve. It included a harajuku lovers makeup bag, charm bracelet and friendship bag. I also received 30 sample size perfumes and cards to get 1500 bonus optimum points when purchasing from Shoppers Drug mart. For perfume, I recived one full size bottle of music and five tester samples of all the fragrances (picture below).



The charm bracelet is one of my favourite things, isn't it adoreable?


My full size music, which happens to also be my favourite sent! Yay!



The tester's I recived.


Canadian resedents can check out http://www.fatalattractiontocutesample.com to snatch up one of these for themselves!

As for my take on the perfumes!!

Overall I really love them, their cute, playful and all really different. They also come in the cutest bottles that are nearly imposibly to resist. I'm not a perfume girl to be honest but for the days I feel like mixing it up these are really great.

G: Being Gwens number one fan and all, I totally wanted to love this scent. The funny thing was, I just wasnt as into it as the others! I mean it doesn't smell bad at all, its just not really my style. It is a pretty blend of coconut and jasmine possibly even vanilla. It has more of a musky fragrance to it compared to the others. I deffinatly do want to wear it at a beach party someday, this scent seems perfect for summer

Love: Being one of my favourite scents I was really upset that it spilled in the packaging! Just like its name however, its deffinatly a romantic scent I'd love to wear on a date. Its a bit bolder then a tradional romantic scent though, so its deffinatly worth trying out. It deffinatly smelled roses in there.

Angel: I'm not to sure about this scent, I really dont know how to describe it. It has a really strong hint of pineapple though, making it a really fun scent for days you want to be a bit more wild and unique. It makes me crave pineapples!

Music: Music was probably my favourite scent of them all, maybe its just becuase i got the full size though aha! I like it becuase its the easiest to smell, less over powering then some of the others. Deffinatly check music out, its my personal recomendation out of the five.

Baby: Baby is such a cute smell! It's a must for any cute outfit. It makes me want to throw on a mini skirt and my cute asain boots, throw my hair in buns and run around screaming in japanese. Another good thing about this scent is after awhile it starts to smell alot better then when you first apply it. It smells a bit like baby powder, which my teacher always used to say i smelt like for some reason but with roses and other sweet things.

Thank you so much matchstick for letting me try this out! I love these scents!

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Photoshoot pictures

I'm massivly busy today, so I'll have to wait until later to actsually post but heres some sample shots from yesterdays hectic shoot! Feedback?

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Rawr Dance Rawr Tour - Best show EVERRR.

On Thursday, I ended up at what I can probly say was one of the best shows of my life. I ran from the disaster that is cheerleading to the go station after school and barly made my train that was going to make me late for the show anyways! I was really excited about this show becuase I was supposed to be going with my friend Sharon who was on the guestlist for designing the clothes for Family Force 5 but she was sick and had to cancel last minuet which SUCKED. Jess ended up going with me but she left really early making me a total loser. There was no way in hell I was going to miss this show though. It had Danger Radio, Ultra Violet Sound and Family Force 5 playing and they happen to be three of my favourite bands! Play Radio Play was also playing, I honestly hadn't listned to their stuff before but overall it was pretty good it just didn't seem to fit that well with the other bands energy.

Seeing Ultra Violet Sound live was totally amazing, there so great. Seeing Sarah on stage with so much confidence totally inspires me. I really hope one day I can play awsome shows like them. They are honestly just a band you have to see live in order to totally appriciate. I'm really pissed though becuase I missed some of their set because I had no friggen clue where the Mod Club was! Urgghahah!! I'm for sure going to see them when they come back though.
The coolest part of the night was actusally talking to them though! I talked to all the members of the band and they are honestly the sweetest people ever! Sarah is adoreable and deffinatly a huge inspiration to me. I was so shocked by how sweet and willing to talk to me they all were. You guys have to go to their next show in your area and stop by their myspace.
In extremly pathetic news, they even had to help me catch a cab to the subway *sigh*.
Loser points for Keely. Big time.

So Jess decided she had to leave when Family Force 5 started. I was considering going with her becuase how much of a loser would I be at a show alone? I managed however, to convince her to stay for one song. By the end of that song I KNEW I would rather get mugged on the way home then leave. Seeing them live in an actual venue was just, WOW. Seeing them isn't even like being at an amazing show its just a total different experience. I guess its a mix of the fact that, a. their music is just too damn "GET OFF YOUR ASS AND PARTY" b. the guys are so cool, they have the funniest personalities and c. I don't even know! There magical?
Anyways, being the loser I am I talked to them a bit after the show. I felt like such an idiot. They remebered me as Sharon's friend from warped tour which made me happy and then Soul Glow Activator said he checked out my myspace and thought my music was pretty cool? W.T.F. I honestly died, I'm still dead. I'm emberessed to shit! Their music is so cool.. and mines so lame and girly sounding and .. THEY HEARD IT. Just a bit dead over that.! To make things more emberessing I kinda passed out on the sidewalk when I was going home! This is exactly why you do not go to shows and jump up and down more then ANYBODY ELSE THERE after three hours of cheerleading and no sleep from the previous night!!

I'm terribly emberessed but hey, It was an amazing night. If Ultra Violet Sound and Family Force 5 think I'm a crazy lunatic stalker loner is the price I have to pay to see them live theres no way I can't pay it. They are just too damn good.

Anyways, I'm sick of sitting here waiting for producers to come to me. I'm gonna try doing everything I can on my own. At lunch of Friday I went to Jakub's and we started working on a cool beat for a song. I need to write to it and find a magical way to record vocals. I'm honestly terrified, but wish me luck guys!

Now check out these Video's of Ultra Violet Sound saying Hi to the blog!! Ahaha!
The guys telling me to shut up...


EDIT:: I'll post the rest of the links to videos of me with sarah and the dudes from FF5 tomorrow. Youtube's being beyond stupid and I'm already going to look like hell for tomorrows early photoshoot call!

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Battle in Seatlle

Battle In Seattle is a new movie coming out that looks pretty interesting. It's based on a huge political uprising that took place over a five day period in 1999. Tens of thousands of demonstrators took to the streets to protest the World Trade Organization. The movie provides an in depth look on the events that happened that week and how it went from a peaceful protest to a full-scale riot that turned into a State of Emergency. The movie shows the chaos of the faceoff between the protestors versus the Seattle Police Department and National Guard.

The thing I find pretty cool about this movie is how, even though I usually find movies involving protests and politically charged movies kind of un-amusing, there's something about this particular movie that is sparking my interest. Also theres the fact it has a pretty strong cast lined up which is sure to make the movie just that much better. With hotties like Charlize Theron and Michelle Rodriguez how can you not be tempted to check this movie out?

Stuart Townsend is the director of the movie and I totally give him props for exploring such a unique story line. I mean, usually if something like this was going to be made into a movie it would be a documentary for television. However, he managed to find a riveting storyline to go alone with the chaotic events of the Battle in Seattle.

So, at least check out the trailer to Battle in Seattle even if its not your thing because you might be surprised and find yourself interested in something other then chick flicks and action movies!

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This week

I seem to have a proble, everytime I do something worth blogging about I usually procrastinate actusally putting it up!
I'll try working on some stuff now but I'll breifly sum up my crazy week.

Monday- no school
Tuesday- to exasted to live didn't go to school.
Wednesday- school + cheer bake sale which was alot of fun. Cheer started to get to me though.
Thursday- Terrible friggen day, ended up at the best concert of my life but spent hafe of it alone until I ran into Bobby at the end thankfully. Crazy night. (blog posts coming!)
Friday- Even worse then Thursday. I was so upset I canceled all my plans, walked home from school and ended up crying in a field on the way.
Today- Still reluctant to do anything, ended up being kiddnaped by Tristan and Aaron my crazy film maker friends for an hour at eight. They totally ruined my "I am not going to live" vibe.

I really thought several times today with Tristan and Aaron I was going to die. They are honestly insane, it was a nice suprise though. Anything to get my mind off reality is a good thing at this point. I'm really stressed and honestly thinking of switching schools next semester.. argh.

And now, I'll start with the actsual blogging.

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Oh wow,
i have REALLY EXCITING POSTS TO WRITE TONIGHT!@

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Date me and my friends

I've come to the conclusion that, even if I'm MIA someone else is out there too raise hell on my behafe!

Some of my past mistake realtionships have been somewhat of novelities to me and my friends. I mean sure, I liked the person and all but I bet I liked the scadal of some situations more!

One prime example of this would be from grade nine, one of my best friends Kelsey and I liked watching this guy with a popluar youtube show. Eventually, we ended up seeing him downtown and the next thing I knew I was dating him! The truth was though, Kelsey was as involved in the realationship as I was. She knew every detail, plan and was just as equally excited to hear about them as I was. We were both in a fantasy world where we both could not beleive what was happening. She was there from the start, from the days we would watch him to the minuet he asked me out.

Anyways, it turned out he cheated on me with about 6 other girls. My resentment was equally shared and to this day he is a joke that brings us closer together as friends. Anyways, she ran into him this weekend downtown after so many un-eventful months. He obviously knew who she was and apperntly death glared him and stalked him. I have to admit as emberessed as I feel, its still pretty funny!

Oh how I miss her. Funny thing is how well she still knows me. Listening to Demi Lovato's new songs that I'm compeltly obessed with even reminded her of me!

I want to do a lot in the next two weeks, I just hope I can get motivated. I'm really feeling dead when it comes to cheerleading and I don't know how I'm goign to explain to the cheerleading gym I want to try out for how I waited three weeks to call back for a tryout? Anyways, the bake sale is tomorrow so wish me luck with that!

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oh jacob and edward, how did we get here.
i do not want to be bella.
thanks.

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Random

Heres a photos of me and Jess I never posted from that photoshoot we did in the summer for monster muffin!

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Last night turned into another chaotic drama fest, everybody who had the ability to call me and make-up something dramatic seemed to. That sucked. So when I recived a phone call from my good friend and producer Scott, I felt a lot better. It really feels like out of all the people I know he's the one who can understand the way I think and the situations I'm in the best so its a nice feeling. Anyways, I got to rant to him about my current crazy life sitautions that he seemed to understand it all. Then, our random conversations led us to talking about Bring it On. The funny thing was how much this guy knows about this movie, we had a total conversation about all the characters in it and he knew almost every line. Bring it On seemed to play a huge part in his life too, his band had a CD called Cheerocracy with my former cheerleading coach who I totally miss on the cover. He said he'd make our team a cheer mix if he thinks he can do it and hello, how sick would that be! As a mental note, can somebody constantly start bugging me about how I need to pick a picture to use as one on Itunes so I can get my songs up?

I'm not as tired as I thought I would be today though so I'm kinda sketched out by that. I'm pretty stressed out about math class which I'm at risk of failing and a bunch of other stupid things. I really need to focus on who's joining the cheer squad as we need our final team by wednesday so we can get our damn uniforms and our bake sales that day too.
ARGH.
Stress.
Anyways, I'll be sure to blog later

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and so, my friends get blogs too

This is going to be interesting

Check out Reenys blog here at , Cup of Reeny

Also be sure to check Diana's out, she wrote an adoreable post about me and our struggels with our cheer squad at Diana Pham

I felt bad that you guys had no clue who I was ever talking about, so I decided to create a blog to show you exactly who the people I rant about and love ever so much are check them out on

www.youngchicandsocialprofiles.blogspot.com

So now I fully expect you dedicated readers to know exactly whats going on in my life!
Excuse me, while I sink back into this whole of drama I've been sucked into since last Saturday.
xoxox!

BTW. I bought a crappy video camera today just for uploading to youtube so I can share videos with you guys. I can't wait to take some!

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This is the story that never ends...

Oh drama, will you ever leave me alone to enjoy life?
Of course you won't, I wouldn't have a blog.

So I feel like I've been lying to you guys a bit. Last Saturday after I got home from the chaos that was my Nuit Blanche, I received the phone call I never thought was coming. Funny how, I spent the day crying and writing songs thinking maybe nothing was ever going to happen or change and then it does! Well, the epic-ness of the guy I refer to as "asshole" on this blog finally called after over a year. So at three in the morning, I receive a phone call that shocks me more then any of the nights events and just started crying. I found the whole situation insane in a number of ways, I was honestly telling myself "I AM MOVING ON TONIGHT LALALA" and then that happens.

The worst part is though, it feels like nothing's changed between the epic-ness iof me and him and honestly why would it? My point is, it won't. So I'm trying to figure out how to accept this, deal with it and move on. Things of course, could never be so easy with him. I made plans to travel an hour away into the middle of nowhere to go see him on Saturday, just to try and figure out what to do with my life and the night before he tells me "he doesn't care if I come or not becuase I'm making a big deal out of everything". Oh, sorry bud. Your going away for two weeks after this and I've been all screwed up over you for over a year. There is kinda a reason why it is a big deal. Also, If you liked me wouldn't it be IMPORTANT to see me?!?!

So Marie saved my life; she came over on Friday and me and my friends layed in the grass at the part watching the stars amoung the chaos that is my life. I also, ironically ran into my childhood best friend turned frenemy that I had'nt seen in years drunk at this paticular park. I didn't even recognize her, her face and her voice had just completly changed. It had only been two years after all. Seeing her made me realize exactly how much pain never really goes away, I'll always remeber thoes memories of happier times and the things that changed it all. So I sat at this park, wondering what on earth is going to happen next. I just met Marie, who already has done for me what I never thought I would find in a best friend and I thought about the others in my life who make it better. Diana, Jessica, Romisa, Reeny, Dave, Adam, my band.. where would I be without them and how will things be if they ever truly drift apart. I thought about this as I held my friends hands silently lying in the grass, this whole year had been hell and I want to be able to get over this whole "asshole" stage of my life but am I even willing to? I feel almost like I'm totally defined by this guy, like if I wasn't upset over him any longer I would lose a total sense of myself. In some ways though, I know that's right. I've written all my songs about him, had someone to cheer on from, well afar and even though I knew he didn't like me I could think of his good side, hope he had changed and wasn't the person who had hurt me so many times. I always could hope that, one day he would come back and be everything I had once seen in him, everything I knew he possibly could be but choose not to be.

Facing reality however, has been so much more harder then I ever imagined. As much as he may be convinced, he hasn't changed at all. He doesn't express any interest in what I do, I'm totally fine with him telling me all about his acomplishments but if he doesn't give a crap about mine how is that fair? He doesn't even bother trying to talk to me and I'm finding myself staring at the computer screen just begging for a reply just like I always had. My friends have tried relentlessly to explain to him the situation but all he does is tell them to screw off. He even called my friend Ivan gay on webcam many times. I'm sorry but when I like a person, I make sure to care about the people and things they care about not diss them up. Another thing to make this all worse was he even admitted that has doesn't feel the same way about me as I do about him and he doesnt understand it. I know in some ways, I am totally right in my theory that he just jumps from one girl to the next- to insecure to be alone. He may be everything to me but I'm nothing he needs. Throw in the fact hes clearly been screwing a crap load of girls in his time without me there and is treating me like a piece of ass and I'm kinda broken right now.

So Friday he insulted my friends, told me he doesn't care if I come see him becuase I'm making it seem like its "such a big deal for us to see each other becuase its not that important" and a bunch of other things that made me have to hold Maries hand to fall asleep. I woke up however, stuck with a ride to Guelph, a best friend who would hold my hand through anything and went. We made last minute plans to meet up with our great, amazing friend Bobby who's a great photographer and model stuck in a crazy, evil little town I once grew up in. Me and Marie walked around the mall for awhile, in awe by the hair cuts and terrible fashion this town drowns in. It was odd though, I didn't totally feel terrible. I was so thankful, to be at this mall I had been crying in so many times the year before and have a best friend holding my hand through it all and making me smile. We were in D-tox, trying a bunch of crap on when in walked asshole with a bunch of friends. I almost died, he ignored me so I said hi. He then said, "one second," walked out of the store and never came back. Later when we passed him in the mall he said hi and I sarcastically said hi and kept walking. As we waited for Bobby to show up me and Marie sat in the food court eating. Him and his friends of course were in sight (not that he acknowledged my existence at all). She kept telling me to go up and talk to him but I've poured my heart into him so many times I knew it was pointless. I needed a break and went to the washroom where Marie stared him down and almost killed him. So Bobby got there and I just let go to the best of my ability and tried to enjoy being in a place so far from home with Marie and Bobby who I hardly get to see. We cheerleaded in the mall, talked to my friend Whitney and took a bus downtown where we took some photos with Bobby's amazing photography skillz. On the bus ride back to Toronto, I fell asleep on Marie waking up to a day that was so surreal I still don't know what to make of it.

That night I came on msn to him yelling at me, so I just went along with it. I admitted it was my fault becuase, it infact was. I set myself up for disappointment yet again when I should have known better and stopped talking to him two years ago. I was also stupid enough to believe things would ever change. He is who he is and hes going to stay that way. I still can find comfort in talking to him though because once I love someone, I don't think I really have the capabilty to hate them and never have I loved anything quite like this.
So thank you to the best friends I could ask for, I can't promise I'll ever move on from this but I can promise I'll be there for you guys if your ever in a situation like this.
And I would like to tell everyone who reads this blog post that has ever loved somebody so much but could never be loved back enough that we'll all find a way to get through this becuase we have to.

I can't explain how much I wish happy endings came true though. I was so stupid to believe they do.

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Pretty Please with an Omnivore on top!

Stolen from my favourite blog ever, www.engrishfunny.com

Happy Friday!!

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Christmas is coming, Urban Decay Book of Shadows Palette

Oh christmas, I truly forgot how magically that time of year is. Christmas is the one time a year cosmetics seem to get truly interesting. The Palette and combonation sets this year seem to die for, the decorations alone are alluring enough to suck me in and usually I don't even care. Sephora has started stocking their christmas gifts early, most of their palettes and combonation sets have started to come out and its so exciting!

The Urban Decay Book of Shadows Palette was the one combination set that caught my eye the most, I would have waited but their was only two left and they just came out. This is already one of the seasons hottest sellers. The thing that I liked about this palette was, for one the eyeshadows were a good size. Their pretty much the same size as buying all of them seperatly. Another was that it includes sixteen eyeshadows.

The shades were all pretty cool too, I was really excited about getting some browns, which I'm finally starting to get into. They are deffinatly what make this kit so special. Urban Decay included some of its most popluar shades including cult favourites like Roach and Baked. I think over-all this is a great add on to any make-up junkies collection becuase although,besides the browns a lot of the colours are a bit random, there are sure to be amazing colours with whatever you already have to work with at home. It do get kinda peeved how random the colours are though, I feel like I should understand whoever made this kit and I can't ahah!

The kit also includes two brushes, one is sort of a liner brush and I think its actusally pretty fun to work with if you can get creative enough , the other is a fluffy blending type brush I don't find all that bad (it's just not great for applying eyeshadows intensly, which seems to be the point of urban decay shadow). The kit also comes with a primer poiton but it's a really, really small size and seems to kinda be dried up already. It has been enought though to show me how great of a product the primer potion is, althought the packageing isnt the best.

So yes! This is a great product I've been using for the last feel days now and I love it, deffinatly go buy yours before their sold out!!

Urban Decay Book of Shadows

$45.00

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